Life is short but truth is eternal. The only truth about life is pain. Happiness is nothing but absence of pain.There is no such thing as a happy moment. It is just your mind fooling itself.The absolute reality about this world is pain. Only pain shall set us free.
I hate this world. But i love God.I wish in these last moments to be happy. I have been sad through out my life. I wish god helped me in finding happiness.I prayed everyday to absolve me of the unknown sin. I felt constantly guilty of committing unknown sins of flesh and mind. I tried all my life to think nothing and know nothing except the good book.
I had followed the good book. Each page has made me believe in divinity. God loves the men who sacrifice.God loves the men who bear the burden and pain.The only way to salvation is being selfless.I want to do the ultimate. I want to be absolutely selfless.Mind is a part of self.Body is a part of self.When I annihilate both body and mind I shall attain salvation.
This pain of uncertainty will leave me. I shall be able to experience no longer any pain. May be this is the perfect way for eternal happiness.I never met anyone in my life except my mother. I think to seek love and happiness in this world is selfish.I never committed such selfish acts.No one loves me. But I love god. In his name and for his glory..........
3 comments:
You need a friend.
hey,happiness is reality,not fantasy.yeah like everyone said,u really need friend.i guess u just feel lonely and well,i couldnt believe u met no one except ur mother..r u for serious?
hehehehe the thing i have written is pure fiction. I just wanted to create a suicide note about an altruistic atheist. anyways thanks for your concern. :D
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